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Flesh And Blood: Part 1

by Utopia Today

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This is a birth of a monster that was more or less left on your porch. And when he drags you down to hell he will ask you did it make your parents proud.
2.
Common 01:23
We live through values of equality, yet I still see myself as so low. I'll never live up to what I think of you or the expectations I have for myself. These words won't mean a thing because I don't believe in me. Is this something we share?
3.
This flame burns my hand through the wax, the night air tells a different story. Tears claw at the faces gathered here today. They light this place; they fight with grace. I wondering how close death will come before it leaves me stranded. Empty buildings cave. I walk a dirt road home because I love to reflect on all the things that make me feel alone. And life on Perkins Pond has left me so content; I’m not sure I'm ready for this. This city it seems so light at night but the light just leaves shadows. To think I would be the same, but it’s all the same after this. I don't understand how this can only get easier. This only gets easier.
4.
Room 04:47
Maybe it wont be so bad tonight if I suspend disbelief and glide away. How can I justify loosing my grip? I've fabricated walls. My mind makes rooms make room. Lost time scars the back of my eyes. We sleep with cold feet, awake only in the mean time. I've fallen from comprehension. If I could just escape… So consumed (I'm Consumed) with what the mind lies. I can't blame this on a small New Hampshire town. My eyes give up and then my mind takes hold of me. I see what I'm told to see. I have my own dreams. I'm not hiding from these nightmares. I have my own dreams. Am I a product of my own fears? I have my own dreams. And what if this becomes truth; I loose you among the riverbed before you're due. And what if I was too afraid. Darling I'm too afraid.
5.
This old house, it shudders, but its foundation stands as strong as the day it became a home. These days, where have these days gone? I honestly can't explain, in words, how sad... And I've almost given up. These mountains were born as molehills. Hiking on uncertainty for far to long. Make fast my mistakes. I thought I saw a glimmer of hope when I saw you standing at the end of the hall. I do it all to myself because I'm afraid of something new. But then again my eyesight’s failed me all before. Will I fall through the floor or live to touch another board? Breath. Repeat. Repeat

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released August 9, 2012

All music and lyrics were written, recorded, mixed, performed, and programmed by Alex Nosenzo
Additional Vocals by Al Mason
Mastered by Tyler Bliss

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